Adam and I went to Logan this week for the Top of Utah marathon. It's been my goal to run a marathon for almost three years. Three years ago in November, I got hit by a car while on a crosswalk and tore my ACL and MCL. During the recovery process, I decided that I want to do something I had never done before--something that I hadn't been able to do before the accident. I had never run more than a 5k so I decided to train for a marathon. The goal took longer than I thought it would due to graduate school.
I knew a marathon would be difficult, but I did not realize how mentally difficult it would be. I thought it wouldn't be much harder than running two half marathons. The first 14 miles were down the Logan canyon and were not that hard. I started feeling sick and was wondering if I could even finish. Luckily, Adam met me at mile 17 to encourage me. Adam, Chase, and Brooke met me at several other times throughout the race. The spectators cheering for the runners really helped too. I don't think I could have done it on my own. The last 9 miles of the race were really difficult, but I finished. I did not get the time I was hoping for, but I made it :)
The marathon really related a lot to life. Some parts were so difficult that I was only able to keep going with the help and support of others. Along the course, I noticed other runners having a hard time as well. Focusing on them, made running the marathon more meaningful and easier for me. In the end it didn't matter if I took longer than other runners or that I had some problems along the trail, it only mattered that I made it to the end.